What if today, you quieted your mind, dropped into your heart, held out your hands and let love do the rest? What if you lived in possibility, miracle, creation and first press joy?
It has spoken to you, it has called you by name, you have heard it inside and yet you wait. It has written the words, offered itself, given it sound to let you hear and yet you halt. Hold on, hold back, stand still, or move the world. Hear it, remember, shout out loud and make me proud. You are all that there is, we are all that have come, we can change the rules and create with love. Dont blink, dont think, dont waste another drop. Drink full and long, sense every single thing, and expand your heart, as big as the world, as big as the world.
Because you are here, (which is your purpose), and because you are able, we the unaware, burdened, asleep, humbly ask and due to our blindness, urgently demand, that you push against the edges of the realm and move this darkness, this dank gray fog. Send out the essence of your being, the light, the enormity of your nobility, your divinity creating space and the opening of our universe. Bring hope, joy, some metaphysical revelation. Remember the connectedness, the humanness of touch, cosmic consciousness and the reality of souls mating, realizing the magnificent bond of spirit to spirit, like hands across the water, forever vast and healing, that we may remember, too. You, who are channelers of virtue, who are healers, seers, teachers, ancients, mediums of shadow and sun, speaking life into existence, rise. You. Yes, you. You are human net, not only transcending, transmuting and transforming yourselves, but those around you and further, past the veil, into the great hall of lords, journeying with your sabers of love and light, siring new life, manifesting, being that which you are, causation. Stand that we may stand. Rise up. Love.
We are each of us, perfect beings, exemplary in our individual-ness, discrete, finite and infinitely original, not one of us replicated, comparable to none. Beware the comparison. In seeing anything as similar, less than, greater, you diminish that which is. Creating the mental equivalent, disallowing you to experience what is. Which is you. Allow yourself that, in each moment, the knowing that you are incomparable, Da Vinci, Raphael, Matisse, Michelangelo, Rueben, PIcasso, a work of art.
We are sacrificing our Humanity to preserve our supposed Way of Life, which is not a Way of Life, but that which stands in the way of Life. By denying ourselves and others the right to their Human-ness, (vulnerability, sensitivity, fallibility, heart), we are denying Life itself. Don’t go another day without speaking your Heart. Rise in honor of those fallen, who have dared to speak, and take your rightful place in the world of True Humanity. Stand. Align yourself with Human-Kind (Kindness which evidences Humanity). Be brave, compassionate. Bare your Soul to others and hold space for all in your experience to do the same. Drop into your Heart. Breath. Listen. Love your Human-ness and the Human-ness of those around you. Activate Human-Kind-ness.
We are made of matter and matter is energy. This energy that we are, does not die and is greater than the sum of our parts, our parts not being solid but molecule upon molecule of matter that is fluid and constantly changing. Nothing is static. Nothing is finite. There is no certainty except to join the billions and billions of other molecules in the great primordial soup that is us, the universe, becoming the combined energy of the Cosmos, to cognize being, achieve ‘beingness’; answer destiny, join the ocean, as wave or as ocean, allowing the unified field to exist inside and out, allowing the magic of this world beyond the physical, beyond the flesh to come into existence. There is a world beyond.
If you are speaking something new into existence, those around you, unless they have the desire, the urge, or are organically able to go beyond the mind, will not hear. It is difficult if not impossible to understand (stand under) that which is not yet present. And yet you must, knowing that this work is important, still it is not for everyone. But if it is your intention, you must speak, regarding less, that others seem misinformed, disinterested or even angry. We who are used to knowing, depending on what is known are not aware we are not alive. So when you are coming with notions beyond our intelligence, speaking of things beyond our imaginings, expect us to feel. And be brave, my Metaphysical Warriors. For all Mankind is counting on you. Shields up. Hearts Open.
teach me how to trust my heart,
my inner knowing,
the senses of my body,
the blessings of my spirit.
Teach me to trust these things
so that I may enter my Sacred Space
and love beyond my fear,
and thus Walk in Balance
with the passing of each glorious Sun.
The true nature of the heart is to love and be loved. The practice is to clear the path.
Totality in its great wisdom is infinitely expanding. This is due to the black matter existing between the stars, planets and galaxies. Our very solar system, embraces the dark in order to expand. If we are life on this planet, aligned with the environment that surrounds us, it follows that we too, (regarding less our theories, ideas, opinions and judgments), must fully accept the dark, the shadow side in order to achieve greater light and expansion. For it is only in contrast to the deep, deep darkness, the black matter within our constellations, that the light might shine, continuing to reach ever further in it’s awareness and expansion of self.
Be Sober. Be Vigilant. The devil walks among us looking for someone to devour.
You know it as the virus, digging into the cell wall of your being with spikes. And just like those that appear on the corona, the virus of belief also pokes holes in our interior wall of being and initiates control. The intention to invade the cell, and replicate, ensures a hostile takeover of belief. Invading the cell that is you, with a mind thought, that triggers a download of feeling, that urges behavior, supported by a system of beliefs, the virus of the mind takes over. It takes over the entire organism that is you, your life, your hopes, your dreams, your entire life experience, by invading, initiating control, and replicating. As it does so, normal cell function breaks down. Busy attending to the damage incurred, your system becomes hostile. Each cell fends off potential threat by issuing reactivity to shame, guilt, and self-loathing in you and in others. Just like a real virus, the virus of the mind is in the air we breathe. Expressed in an exhalation of thought, the inflection of a news article, a media meme, or an angry confrontation, the virus of belief is extreme and contagious. The greater the viral load the greater the infection, making it impossible to examine. For as the virus of the mind invades, the desire for the belief to be true overwhelms. Yet as we are overwhelmed, we must examine our beliefs. We must examine the power they have over our lives, because beliefs can be irrelevant. Beliefs can be untrue. And most importantly, some beliefs can put you in harms way.
So, now, when the virus is infecting those most powerful, look for its markers. Watch for the waning vibrancy of your dreams, and the despotic urgency of blame shifting, smoke-screening, shaming, gas lighting and the use of ad hominem attacks. Now when you use, or experience blame shifting, smoke-screening, shaming, gas lighting, or ad hominem attacks, know you are in the presence of the virus of the mind. Know that these are the invasive tools of the virus of belief, evident in the most powerful and the less privileged, too. These are the tools the virus of belief uses to cause the system to attack itself and others. Beginning with just one belief unexamined, one blame shift, smoke screen, shaming, gas lighting, or ad hominem attack issued, just one corona spike of unexamined belief can dig in, invade, initiate control, and replicate until your system begins to attack itself and you surrender. That is when you know you need vital support. That is when you know you need tools for life. Don’t succumb to the virus of the mind. Don’t let the virus of belief blind you to the truth, or put you in harm’s way. Remember the desire for the belief to be true, obscures imperfection. So be vigilant. Be kind. Examine your beliefs. Be courageous. Be honest. Most of all, be loving to yourself and others. The life you save may be your own.
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Adrienne Alexander is a Transformational Teacher with a Masters in Psychology, who uses the best of psychological and spiritual principles. Co-Founder of The More Love Club, she has developed The 6 Fundamental Components of Human Behavior and The Tools For Life. Her hybrid methodology uses traditional and non-traditional modalities, inspiring transformative life experience.
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At the More Love Club Transformation Tuesdays we are dedicated to seeing the miraculous in our everyday lives. Living beyond the culturally accepted pain that we call existence. We invite you to come find the love, the energy that creates the magic, which is your life, waiting like an ember. Here we fan it into flame and urge you to let it take hold of your heart, your dreams and all that you’ve ever wanted to create or be. Discover the charm that leads you to the next right thing and the next right thing, the love that supports and surrounds you as you move through your life’s events. See, live, breath the miraculous. Be a warrior of love and miracle. Learn the principles of the practice of going beyond the fear of, the lie of the mind. Join us as we discover the truths and myths of our existence.
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Namaste. In Love and Respect, Co-founders Adrienne Alexander and Russel Foreman
We are wanting to mitigate fear. In this time, there is much fear and we are wanting to suppress it, defy it, and/or ignore it. Some of us are defiant, angry, and filled with outrage. Others of us have stuck our heads deep into the sand. To appear invulnerable to ourselves and others, we distract, indulge, and/or argue to disallow and deflect our fear. Yet, if we are denying the fear, we cannot investigate it. If we are suppressing the fear, ignoring it, or needing to subdue it like an enemy, we cannot see its value. Although uncomfortable, fear is data. Fear is data that compels our human behavior. If we examine to see if it is derived from the cultural False Evidence Appearing Real F.E.A.R., or the primal imperative of Fuck Everything And Run F.E.A.R. we will have knowledge of how to proceed. The practice is to know the fear, understand the fear, become familiar with the fear and clarify the source of the fear. If our lives are in danger due to a perceivable, knowable threat, or a less tangible threat, if we are to act appropriately, we must make a risk assessment. To do this one must de-stress the physical and emotional body, including the mind, to release the markers of fear from the physical, emotional, and mental body that we might become clear. When we accept the fear it becomes manageable through meditation, tapping, exercise, and other practical methods. Regular practice of de-exciting the system, allows truthful examination. Is this fear relevant? Is this fear true? What is the source of this fear? Remember, fear is not the enemy. Fear is within us to keep us safe. It is our system’s warning that something is wrong. There are times that it can be imperative to fright, or fight, or take flight. There are times that it can be imperative to mitigate the fear, that we might perceive the evidence, and evaluate the warning before we fright, fight, or take flight. So, beware of the rush to judgment. Because we are wanting to suppress the fear, beware of the desire for the evidence to infer that there is no need to fear. Beware too, of judgmental anger in yourself and others, as it is one of the most beloved tools we cultural animals use to cover our fear. Beware of defiance, ignorance, distraction, indulgence, and overall deflection. Watch for the need to deny the fear. And when you see it, instead of pushing it from you, embrace that which is wanting to save your life. Say, ‘This fear is my fear. It is trying to tell me something. Let me manage this feeling, that I might respond with awareness.’ Then, bless your emotional and mental body in loving commitment to pause, and rest, and take good care of yourself. Treat for the fear using safe, loving, and respectful, practices. In this way, you will assuage your thinking, your feelings, and your physical body, to release tension and fear that you might explore the truth and take right and effective action. In this time of tremendous upheaval and change, be kind, be patient, be loving toward others, and especially yourself. Take good care. Feel the fear and breathe. Breathe.
In this country we love our autonomy. We enjoy the personal freedom of self-governance. We feel strongly about our right to make choices of our own volition. We defend our civil liberties and feel it is our prerogative to behave, feel, and think as we do. It could be said that we love our autonomy to the degree that it has become entitlement. We feel entitled to behave and think as we do regardless of the overall result. Yet self-governance in it’s purest form implies an understanding of the consequences of our actions for ourselves, and for others. Implicit in the tenants of self-governance is our interconnectivity and dependence within our community, our country, and now most certainly, our world. Indeed, in this now, it is imperative that as we self-govern our behaviors, our emotions, and our thinking, we maintain a balance between serving ourselves and serving others. For, pure self-governing, pure autonomy is only as good as the intention it serves. During this crucial time, it becomes important to ascertain our intention. Is our autonomy pure? Is it balanced? Are we accountable? Do we know that what we do, feel, and think affects the totality of the self and others physically, emotionally and spiritually? During this time of pandemic challenge, are we vested in the realm of the divine global cooperative enterprise that has been thrust upon us? Are we responsible, (able to respond), to the challenge and privilege of our autonomy? For as an autonomous, self-governed, interconnected, and responsible being, you are the greatest gift you offer. As you are one, you are all. What you do, feel, and think affects the world. Now more than ever, you are the world. You are the hope and you are the outcome.
If I am to transcend this now, I must investigate, understand, and know this now to the fullest extent of my being. Transcendence is not ignorance, unawareness, or denial of this present awareness. It is the use of this present level of now as foundational, that in fully accepting it, I might rise to the next level of deeper investigation and understanding. True transcendence is the ability to lift oneself and others from ignorance and unawareness by perceiving historically what has been, and moving together toward what can be. Firmly rooted in what is presently now, we rise to the level of what can be, made manifest by our willingness to unflinchingly examine the truth.
True enlightenment accepts with full awareness the challenge of the most difficult truths and finds the way with compassion, patience, willingness, perseverance, and love.
From the beginning of March I knew something was wrong. I had the flu. I had a slight fever, a cough, and a sore throat. By March 9th I told friends that I was being cautious. I cancelled classes. I kept an eye on the news. I slept a lot. I could not, and have not been able to write. I don’t seem to have the energy to think critically. This virus has zapped my energy. It has depressed me physically, emotionally and spiritually a little too. There have been days that I felt so weak, I was unable to move one foot in front of the other. There were days when my chest felt very heavy and my rib cage felt very constricted. There were days when I was really scared that I might have to go to a hospital. My greatest fear was that if I went to the hospital, I would never come back. At my son’s direction, I called a tele doc and got a prescription, for cough medicine and an inhaler. Despite my symptoms, I was not allowed to test for the virus because I could not verify that I had been exposed. Thankfully, the heaviness in my chest subsided a bit. My rib cage stopped feeling so tight with every breath. Still whenever I stood from a seated position, I would become so dizzy I felt I might fall. Finally, almost a month after I first felt ill, I qualified for testing. At the testing site, I sat in the car with my husband. With masks on, he waited with me in line so I could do the oral swab. Now we are waiting again. After a week, I have no results. I continue to quarantine as this virus continues to alter my life and the lives of those around me. I don’t care so much about the quarantine. I love the blue sky, the birds chirping and the sounds and smells of a cleaner, brighter Los Angeles. Some days it has been nice just to sit in the backyard and look at the beautiful clouds overhead. I have a great respect for the life force. I have a great respect for this virus. I want to live. So does the virus. Indeed, after 6 weeks there are still days that I feel heaviness in my chest. There are still days that I feel tightness in my ribcage when I breathe. Today I am tired. I have a sore throat, the telltale dry cough, and dizziness whenever I stand. Yet, as I write this the sound of sirens whistle through my neighborhood as a constant reminder, that I am one of the lucky ones. I am definitely one of the lucky ones. I have a home, a loving husband, and an incredible body that has gently fought to bring me back to good health. Now, especially now that I am relatively well, and getting my strength back, my social responsibility is clear. My case is mild, still this has been a long journey and I do not wish this on anyone. I must do everything in my power not to pass this along. I will not be the bullet that rips through someone else’s life. And while this experience for many of us has been about fear, for me it has also been about love. I love and appreciate so much about my life, about my husband, my friends, my family and the people in my community. I love and appreciate all of you, and I truly want to be of service. So, I will continue to quarantine. I will continue to wash my hands. I will continue to go out only once every two weeks to buy groceries. And when I must go out, I will wear a mask in public and use social distancing. I will do this for as long as it takes because I want you to know that I love you. I want you to know that I appreciate the blessing of this life and the blessing of you in this life with me. Be safe out there. Please take good care. I love you, Adrienne
Can you identify your beliefs and the beliefs of others? Do the beliefs serve? The virus has a belief. Is the belief aligned with reality, or is it aligned with a concept, or construct, or a body of beliefs? The virus has a belief. If you can identify the belief, if you can assess if it serves or if it does not serve, if you know what the virus believes, then you have clarity. Then you are using belief instead of the belief using you. The virus has a belief. Believe. Do this with your heart. Do this with your head below your heart. Do this with total total awareness. This is what it means to live as a Warrior of Love and Miracle.
We are living in such incredible times. So much change. So much challenge. We will all become stronger and better for this, if that is what we choose. I choose that for myself. In my heart I choose that for all of you too.
On this day, we honor a man who believed. He saw a non-violent world and spoke of his vision without fear or apology. He had a dream. This dream compelled him to change the hearts of a nation. As we reflect on who he was and what he stood for, it is my most humble belief that he would have us remember, that we too must dream. Today, will you stand? Will you believe and allow your visions to manifest despite fear? Will you allow yourself to be moved to action? Are you ready to announce to yourself, to the world, that you, you have a dream? Will you honor Martin Luther King, Jr today? Will you dream with the fierce pride your heart deserves? Will you dream?
Being born, is the first transcendence, from womb (one consciousness) to the physical world (the next consciousness). It is the first heroic act, against all odds, pushing through, screaming, blood everywhere, and we’re alive! We’re born into it, heroism, each of us. From our first breath, we are heroes.
When beliefs that no longer serve are allowed to die, dreams are allowed to live.
What you choose to see is what you choose. When you focus on that which is grateful, abundant and rich in your life, you get that. When you see the wisdom of this earth, the is-ness of all creatures, including yourself, performing as being, which is excellence, when you create that which aches to be birthed, convenient or not, when your concentration is on other and being of service in this world, then, there is life, transcendence, and the choice to choose that which is brilliance, that which is truly life affirming, life giving, life.
In allowing your heart to imagine, your being to indulge in dream, you are giving the gift of creation, that which yearns to be born into this world to yourself and other. And because it satisfies, because your spirit is aloft, propelled on the wings of imagining (I Magi bringing the gift of self to self), we too, ascend, free-floating in this present fantasy, the desire to sire, this dream, which you are dreaming, imagining, as your life. Is your life. You are daring, risking your most maximum self, birthing vibration, and we are caught in the resonance of the purity of spirit, imagining (I Magi, bringing the gift) again and again as you set us dreaming. Imagine!
What if you were thankful for all of it? The supposedly good and the supposedly bad? What if every experience, every person, cell, atom, minute you spent beyond mind and the sum of it’s parts was situated in is-ness, not outcome or expectation? What if you believed that everything, everything that happens, is imperative for your personal growth, that nothing is wasted, nothing is done to you, but it is always, all ways, done for you? And what if you were truly humbled by every instant that is the experiential that you call your life? What if you chose gratefulness, no matter what? What would you see? What would you feel? Can you imagine (I Magi, bringing the gift of self to self) your life as a gift? One that is brought to you and expressly given from the universe, totality, in order that you might evolve beyond your present circumstance to reveal the immaculate being that is you?
You are here to save the world. Not kidding. Thats the mission. Thats the light you are. When you commit to being you, the 100% light which is the vibration, energy, resonance, frequency, sheer delight, awareness, joyfulness, bliss and total freedom (free from being dumb, dumb being asleep to the magnificence that is you) chalices will overflow, heavens will open, mountains will majesty and all of creation will bow. Because you, that which is your divine human-ness, is here to save the world. Ready? Lets roll!
Thick, like pea soup, the energy, laden, the stakes, high, life or death, always, all ways. You risk your life, jump into the abyss, no light at the end of this tunnel, the only way around is through, so you go, blind into the dark night and disallowing hope, because hope is for fools, you press up against it, lean into the fear, raw, like an open wound and see if you can see yourself, the ember that is you, the courage, resilience and knowing of the triumphant being, transcendent, victorious warrior of light and love that is you! Its you. You’re awake!
‘Each of us has the power to enact a program of love that is relevant and true. Each of us has the power to create love in our lives that renders an overall positive result. We have this power because love is within each of us. Relevant and true love comprises our cellular structure. Our very lives begin with the attraction and attachment of two cells. The original attraction and attachment merges and proliferates to become the 30 trillion cells that make up the human body. It might be said therefore, that attraction, attachment, or love, is responsible for our lives. That each of us possesses 30 trillion witness of love, endorses love as a most precious resource. With 7+ billion on this planet and growing, times 30 trillion cells, it might also be said that the love is infinite. As we merge and proliferate, it would seem that love comes from an infinite well.’ ~Excerpt from the upcoming book Mind Matters by Adrienne Alexander
Get ready. It’s coming. Can you feel it? We’re dropping pain, guilt, shame, the Who-Am-I that thinks its history matters. (It’s matter all right!) We’re telling a new, vibrant, I-Am-That, becoming energized, stunningly revealed, pure being, reborn story. Like that matters. Because it does. All that muscular structure built from struggle increases the velocity of the free fall. Sliding into ecstasy, the thrill of the ride, the rush of wind and joy of losing mind and standing firmly in heart. Welcome Spring. Welcome home.
God, or the concept of a perfect being, wisdom, creator, divine ruler of the universe, icon, idol, diety, sovereign authority, all powerful, all knowing, supreme one, which governs our reality, is the desire to make meaning of our existence here on this plane of action. God is the desire to make meaning. What meaning have you made? What God are you?
When you know that what you see, you believe, you will be live it. You will be living, believing in what you see. Beauty is as beauty sees. If you want to be living in beauty, when you believe, be live that you see beauty, you will be living in beauty. Love is as love sees. If you want to be living in love, when you believe, be live that you see love, you will be living in love. Do you believe? Can you be live in beauty and love? When?
If they were sleeping next to you, if you needed to wake them, would you touch their arm, stroke their hair, whisper to them softly? Would you smile and wait for them to stir? Would you let them know that they are safe? If they were sleeping next to you, in this country, would you keep the watch? Would you keep them safe? And though they slept, would you love them regardless? Would you love them as only the fully awake can love? Because they have fallen. And it is time. It is time to rise. It is time to touch their arm, to stroke their hair, to whisper and make them stir. It is time to rise together, to keep the watch, keep us all safe, and be fully awake as one people. If we are to win this world, it is time to rise in hope, wisdom, truth, fearlessness, dignity, respect, compassion, and most importantly love.
The mind cannot see the soul, being, spirit, essence, intuition, feel the cravings of unlimited expansion, transcendence of idea, ontological presence, visceral download of magic, the magic which is you, your life, your vibration, consciousness, growth, longing, mystical, psychic you. Useful little thing, but narcissistic, claiming to run the world. Mind doesn’t. It makes lists, learns facts, remembers phone numbers, how to log on, reminds (re-mind, creating suffering again and again) you of past fear, PAST fear. But the heart, source, core, universe, creation, elemental, experiential root of our existence, passion giving rise to greater life, is love, the belief (be live) in self, the ‘I am enough’ greatness, the perfect imperfection of ourselves on this physical plane of action. Love.
I am grateful for each of you following my blog, dipping into The Practice of More Love daily going beyond the fear of, the lie of the mind, realizing, (real eyesing) the love that is all around you, following the charm that leads you to the next right thing and the next right thing. I will be on hiatus from Dec 26th-Jan 26th. Please visit my blog and browse the hundreds of entries while I am away. Keep the ember glowing, fan your souls into flame, knowing that I hold each of you, the connection we are experiencing, in my heart, thankful for the energy you bring, the commitment you send out as you read, instilling me with greater desire and passion. Have a wondrous holiday season filled with joy and the knowing that you are the miracle of this time. Thank you for your magnificent presence in my life. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
Say ‘Yes’ to Your Heart. Always. All Ways.
What if this holiday season, you opened your eyes in the morning, and began to name something you liked? What if you thanked yourself for naming something you liked? What if you named something you liked all day? And what if you thanked yourself all day? How would that feel? What if you practicing, as a point of focus, naming something you liked, was your life? What if you filled yourself, your spirit, your soul with something you liked throughout the season? What if your holiday destination, was a point of focus and not an outcome? What if you feasted your eyes on something you like, until it became your real life, one that allowed you to appreciate all that you are and all that you have? What if you knew you were enough?
Much of what mind issues, due to its primal nature, is fear-based. This can be evidenced by persistent, negative mind thoughts, that have nothing to do with present circumstance. You might hear things like, ‘Whatever it is, don’t. Its never going to work out. This is silly. You should stay home. Wow, you really screwed up this one. You and your schemes are ridiculous. You’ve humiliated yourself again.’
Instead of entertaining the musing of your primal-based, reptilian brain, why not do something else? Call a friend. Blow bubbles. Count gerbils. Step away from the mind thought. Your mind thought is distracting, detracting from an otherwise perfectly wonderful life experience. Practice selective hearing. Don’t let mind get in the way of your true purpose. Your life, your worthiness, that’s the point of focus. Mind is the distraction. If you want your life, distract the distraction.
What if today, you played the mirror game? What if you could see that what they spoke was always, all ways, a reflection of them? What if every time they pointed at you, they were actually pointing at themselves? What if everything they said revealed or concealed (and because they are concealing, revealing everything) something about them? What if you realized, (real eyesed) that it was never, ever about you? That it’s always about them? What if you could see that? What would you see?
Inside this box, there is writing on the side. My programs running, triggers downloading feelings, based on concepts, ideas, previous similars, appearing r-e-a-l, becoming r-e-e-l, as I peer over the edge. The next box, is bigger. There’s more room. I could stretch my mind, my arms, have a larger experience. I could have a life. Do I dare? Will someone judge me, stop loving me, abandon me, yell, threaten, curse, cut my arms off, legs, feet, head, if I jump? Yes. Most certainly. The stakes are high. The obstacle is terrifying. But the outcome is divine, sweet victory. Bigger Box!
In this process, the process we call life, the single most powerful tool you will need, comes naturally from being and does not need to be learned. Cultural (cult you are all) rule will ensure that you not only forget, but fear that which is organically yours so that you will need to re-engage your greatest most organically potent ability. The Super Power, given to you at birth, by birth and through the issuance of spirit, is love. Love is the ultimate power. Use it liberally, freely. Love. Yes, love. Because the more you give, the more you have. Be the Super Hero you were born to be. Love.
Tilt your face up to the sky. Inside the pink clouds and sweet warmth of yellow sun, stop, really see it, drop into that space, Your Heart, and from there, breathe. You don’t need to know, be, do, or have anything but this present awareness. Here, now, this moment, this feeling, is everything. All of life. All of you. Tilt your face up to the sky.
What would happen if you held space in your heart, in your life, in your spirit, soul, for the intelligence, the natural intelligence that is the knowing, deep in being, which is connected to source, to love? Because culture, (cult you are) will rail against you, threaten, shame and speak from lower energy to shut you down. And when they do, can you stand, arms out, continuing to hold space? And if you could, even for one moment, energetically bare witness, what would happen? What if you held space for life, heart, going beyond the mind, the paradigm, construct, present meme, to risk self fully, be of service, establishing fierce presence and unflagging commitment to dream? What if you lived like that?
What if you got a string, attached one end to your finger, and tied the other end to the moon? What if you went beyond your mind and what the mind knows, right to the edge of knowing? What if at the edge of knowing, of knowledge, there was no ledge at all? And what if not knowing, was experiencing the experience of now? What if you rushed through the tree tops and landed in the stars? And what if letting go of the world below was all? What if Alice didn’t need the mushrooms, the looking glass, Oz, or the Tin Man? What if you trusted the fall, yourself, and landed into being?
I am grateful for each of you following my blog, dipping into The Practice of More Love daily going beyond the fear of, the lie of the mind, realizing, (real eyesing) the love that is all around you, following the charm that leads you to the next right thing and the next right thing. I will be on hiatus from Dec 26th-Jan 26th. Please visit my blog and browse the hundreds of entries while I am away. Keep the ember glowing, fan your souls into flame, knowing that I hold each of you, the connection we are experiencing, in my heart, thankful for the energy you bring, the commitment you send out as you read, instilling me with greater desire and passion. Have a wondrous holiday season filled with joy and the knowing that you are the miracle of this time. Thank you for your magnificent presence in my life.
The mind, a mass of synapses, connective tissue, transferring, translating, bundling messages through information circuitry, like units of energy, that parallel, cross, undercut, overarc become a highway of intricacy. Supposed intelligence. Primal, really. The reptilian brain, like that of our ancestors, similar thoughts, grouping together for warmth, survival. When you examine the system, inside the circuit tray you find bytes, like ‘I never do it right,’ ‘It has to be perfect,’ ‘No one sees me,’ ‘I’ll never be any good,’ or ‘My life is so hard,’ and you decide that particular thought form no longer serves. If you pull it out, the entire structure predicated on that program is compromised. The system goes into alert and you find yourself reeling. Perfect. Full Out Panic. F.E.A.R. (Fuck Everything And Run, actually, False Evidence Appearing Real), the relay system, redefining itself, finding new connections, rewiring, sounds the alarm; red lights and blare horns. Sometimes you cut the wrong wire and the bomb goes off. Oh well. That’s the game. If you don’t lose some part of yourself (the part that no longer serves,) you’re not playing full out. Feel the fear and do it anyway. Rewire the sucker. Build a Better Mother Board. Reach inside that damn circuit tray and replace those bytes with ‘I am enough,’ ‘I am worthy,’ ‘I am loveable,’ ‘I am on purpose.’
What would the world look like if you loved yourself unconditionally? What if you loved yourself no matter what? Regardless if you failed, succeeded, finished, stopped, chose, or chose not to? What if you loved yourself despite what anyone had to say about you, especially what you had to say about you? What if you loved yourself without conditions? What would the world feel like, be like? What if you expanded the allowing, as to embrace everything you ever did or didn’t do, and accepted it all? What if you loved yourself like that?
Waiting in line, finally my turn, I ask, “What’s the easiest way to return this belief? Its not working for me. I want to give back the entire system. Its outdated, doesn’t serve.” The belief department clerk recites the policy, ‘A belief is a life time commitment. No returns. No refunds.’ I hear myself speaking, ‘A life time commitment? I am my life time commitment. The quality of my life is my ultimate commitment. This belief is hurtful. It disrespects my desire for a good relationship with myself and my world!’ I shake my head feeling hopeless and then I remember it. ‘You are not my friend. You have never done anything good for me. Go back to the nothingness from which you’ve come.’ I say it aloud quietly, ‘You are not my friend. You have never done anything good for me. Go back to the nothingness from which you’ve come.’ One by one I hear the others standing in line begin to say it too, until they are a chorus of voices rising up in unison, ‘You are not my friend. You have never done anything good for me. Go back to the nothingness from which you’ve come!’ And they are gone. The beliefs are gone. The recurrent thoughts, beliefs, the whole system of beliefs, banished, back to the nothingness. Just like that.
A belief is a mind thought that you think again and again. If it does not serve, no matter what the belief police tell you, you can return it. You can send it to the nothingness. You can send it back, again and again. Your life time commitment is to you. Your quality of life is the ultimate commitment. You deserve beliefs and belief systems that create a good relationship with yourself and your world.
When you realize (real eyes) that its all an inside job, you will see that what it is you are manifesting, is exactly what you are seeing, believing (be living) as the ‘reality’ (reelality), of that which you are speaking, thinking, ideating and therefore creating. You say this is a good day, or a bad one. The weather is nice, or not. You speak this into the world and it downloads as a chemical state and feeling becomes r-e-a-l, and r-e-e-l, which is the data you are collecting. You call this actual, your r-e-a-l (r-e-e-l) life. When the day is neither good, nor bad and the weather is what it is. Every belief, every program, concept, construct running system commandeers the foreground to the backdrop (which is simple is-ness, the world doing, being as the world is want to do and be) and…
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You are the divine. You are pure intent. You are creation. You are honorable. You are magnificent, a chalice, humble and whole. You are sweet yearning and soft landing, trustworthy and wise. You are the universe’s pride and joy, Child of God, beloved of nature, one with all that is Love.
What if it’s energy, not personal? Until it finds some piece of Who Am I and clings, like sarcasm, old hurt, grudge, fear, wanting, unrequited something and it’s yours? And what if you stay in the game, stay until you know its a game? And knowing that, see the unseeable, the invisible, the cloak? Then ride, ride the wave, the energy, watch it attach, stir up, clear the room and begin again? What if it’s just energy? What if?
Nature, Human Nature, Mother Nature, Astral, encoded in each of us, each species of being, are all different aspects of the same thing. Our nature is complex and relevant within the particular aspect expressed, (Human, Animal, Mother, Cosmic, etc). There are 7 billion human, as well as untold animal, vegetable and mineral natures on this planet. Each a perfect, perfect reflection of nature, our nature. Our primal nature is to survive. Kill or be killed. It is also nurture. That too, is instinct. So, in pointing to nature, it’s important to be specific. Our nature being human carries the responsibility, (the ability to respond). We are the only nature that understands the integral nature of nature. That not only allows us, but obliges us to look at every level of our nature as we transcend, ascend, transmute each natural state of awareness. We…
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What if all that has been taken, instead of speaking to lack, creates space, a chance to press the re-set button, clearing, releasing that which no longer serves? What if you were to lift the veil between man and magic, empty your veins of what blood is still mixed with judgment, opinion, criticism, toxicity of mind and let the divine in, pouring through you like pure elixir? What if you woke with your mouth open, calling out, revealing self to it’s matter, purpose, intention, the pure healing and spirit that is your very soul? What if you allowed charm, source, to lead you to, take you toward, forward, back, up, around and through your life? What if you came to ask a question and you got your life instead?
You must go beyond mind, beyond Idol worship, Ideal worship, or Idea worship, all thing that separates us from, that which it is meant to lead us toward, that is God, (Good Orderly Direction, Flow, Universe, Totality, Source) which is you, me, the wave; individualized expression of the ocean including our ocean-ness, our being, and especially our I AM THAT, which supports this plane of action, seeing itself back, reflecting the self, reflecting the Kosmos, 7 billion faceted times, knowing we are not only a part of, but actually the perfect sum of the God we seek. We are not all that God is, but we are all God.
Now the land within you, renewed, green and fertile, an expression of abundance, energy, strength, life force and success is the expression of all life, abundance, success, including and most especially you, your fertility, your dreams, your coming into manhood/womanhood, your being-ness, you. The sun, being fully empowered, shines on your every endeavor to bring you great bounty.
To get the perfect guy you have to be the perfect girl. To get the perfect girl you have to be the perfect guy. To get the perfect man you have to be the perfect man. To get the perfect woman you have to be the perfect woman. To get the perfect anything you have to be the perfect everything. To get the perfect anyone you have to be the perfect someone. To get the perfect love you have to be the perfect love. To be the perfect love, you simply have to be. Just be. Be you. You are perfect. You are perfectly lovely, lovable and loving. When you know that, when you know how perfect and loving you are, when you realize the perfect…
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Swinging, the net below, trapeze going up, circling round and drop. Life is a circus, the universe there to catch you. Fall forward, tuck hard, enjoy the wind as you fly. Live large, full out, the acrobatics of breathing in joy, breathing out love, bowing deeply, in gratitude. All you, the crowd, the clowns, bearded lady, fire breathers, you. Arms open, fierce heart, amazing, magnificent, awe inspiring grace. You.
Rise. Stand. Fiercely in the unknown. It is in the space between the knowledge, (the ledge of knowing from which you must jump) and the vital, visceral, experiential, the is-ness of this world that life is happening. In that gap. When you hear the bird singing and there is no bird, only singing and further, deeper, where there is no hearing the singing, only you, the wave, the ontological download that is the sound, the song, the singing, that is you, you become the singing and the singing becomes you, there is life. Then, then you are truly nowhere, (now here).
What if its just energy? What if its not personal? Until it finds some piece of Who Am I and clings, like sarcasm, old hurt, grudge, fear, wanting, unrequited something and then its yours? And what if you hold still, and stay in the game? What if you stay until you know its a game? And knowing that, see the unseeable, the invisible, the non personal energy roaming about hoping to attach and cause a stir? What if when the energy ripples, you ride, ride the wave, the energy, watch it attach, affect others in the room and what if instead of moving you know its just energy?
What if intention, the energy of that, the sensate knowing that you are the creator, creating the creation, the movie that is your life moves all the other energy? Try money, junior mints, pain in your shoulder, headaches, love affairs, houses, boats, vacations…
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Mind issues mind thought, which is trigger. Sometimes trigger comes from a belief or a belief system made up of many corresponding beliefs. Still, all mind thought triggers a download of chemistry, which pours throughout your cellular makeup, producing a reaction, (ie: feeling good, or feeling bad). To realize, (real eyes) that mind is issuing mind thought, mind fart, poo gas, that mind is separate from you, that it is in fact a device, a mind, which is simply issuing mind thought, (not some empirical data, or truth, but mind fart!, poo gas!!), is the beginning of recognizing, re-cognizing that you have a choice. You, yes you, can choose the mind thought, mind fart, poo gas, which serves. And only those that serve. You do not, do not, do not, ever again, need to accept a thought that is less than, unworthy of, or in any way able to produce…
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Whether you like it or not, (and I say that because, actually there are going to be times that you won’t like it, at all), the Universe is always, all ways, taking care of you. No matter what, no matter what, no matter what it is that is happening in your life, it is never, never, never being done to you, it is always, all ways, happening for you. If you are going to transcend, (and you are going to transcend), this is one of the great truths of existence. The Universe has always, all ways got your back, it is always, all ways taking care of you. So, if the Universe is always, all ways taking care of you, what are you doing to take care of the Universe?
As we hold this stillness, sending out the essence of our very being, the light, the love and vast space of knowing that is us, remember that in this bond, in this human net that we form, not only do we transcend, transmute and transform ourselves and those around us, but further, past the veil, into the realm of the valley of the field of the lords, we journey with our sabers of love and light, creating new life, manifesting all creation.
Holding the circle of protection, of love, we are not only safe guarding other but ourselves and in the intention of love and respect the space we hold, the energy, stillness surrounding self and other being 100% light that which we are, our collective vibration is the creating of miracle. As we hold space for other, hold space for ourselves, we manifest miracle, because we are that energy, that love.
Peace as it is manifested, comes from within. When it is fully expanded and mature within the self, then it can be offered to others. Peace is not a concept. It is not a belief. It is an inward expression of the contentment that one derives from love and acceptance of the self. When one truly loves the self, it is possible to love other. It is possible to experience the energy form as a frequency, which permeates and changes environments. Loving the self and other, the journey becomes the art of allowing all facets of human behavior to co-exist as important expressive forms of life. It begins on the inside. Peace begins with me.
Separation is the illusion. That there is you or other, in here or out there, us or them, is an experiential, which if you are wanting to create war, between them and us, or self and other, or simply self and self, it is a very useful system. But if you are desiring alignment with the self and the world when you look at the sky, the sun, moon, stars, clouds and see yourself reflected back, knowing that every molecule of your body resonates, because it is a part of, held in creation just as the stars in the sky. When you can observe your world, as testimony, friend, child, self, ‘I am that, I am that, I am that’, there is no separation. No illusion. Only you, wherever you look, resonating you, intoning you.
Take the leap. The box you’ve been living in (believing in) is too small. The writing on the wall is ridick-a-crack: ‘Its not important,’ ‘I can’t do it,’ ‘When I finish school,’ ‘Its too risky,’ ‘Better safe than sorry,’ ‘Its no use,’ ‘Life is just one disappointment after the next.’ What a crock! Crapulence to the second power! No wonder your head aches, bones hurt and your soul yearns for more. And there is so much more. Take the fucking leap. Jump out of the box, the be life, (belief system) you are in and try something new, beyond mind, the mind’s idea of safe. Risk it all. Send your body, spirit, surging ahead, into the unknown, that it would, for a brief instant, caught in the momentum of space, become boundless, timeless. Let the sweet perfume of eternity daub your senses, become indelible…
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You are the purpose. You’re being here is meaning. You transcending, transmuting, doing life exactly as you do it, reaching, aching, pushing, blind, allowing, letting go, pursuing, desiring, hoping, regretting, seeking, resenting, laughing, holding, releasing, enjoying, playing, sensing, vibrating, creating, manifesting, learning, again and again and again, loving. That’s reason, reason enough, all matter. You.
When you realize (real eyes) that you have been blind, then you are able to see those around you who are also blind. And because you have lived in the shadow, hoping to catch a glimpse of the world, you understand, (stand under) the belief that one’s perception is sight, having compassion for those sensory depraved, speaking of life as if it is real, now knowing, knowing compassion (with passion), that you too have sought to realize (real eyes) and that you admit your blindness, allow yourself some sightedness, becoming able to lead those yet living in total darkness, blind. Open your eyes, mighty warriors. Realize (real eyes).
If I’m the experiencer experiencing the experience, the observer observing the observation, then damn it, I’m definitely the creator creating the creation, my world. And if its up to me what experience, observation, world I create, based on story, thought form infused with feeling, then let it be magic, magical magic all the time, with an ever so attentive touch of sweetness and love.
Intellect is part of nature. Mind does amazing things. It chronicles events, keeps lists, names of friends, birthdays, sweet memories. But mind isn’t everything. It can’t predict future, intuit beingness or love. It can worry, scheme, argue, inflate ego and create drama, trying to appear big. Its a small little organ whose best use is practical. Where the real world happens is the heart. Head bowed, intellect below the heart, fully engaged, love changes the world.
In the middle of it, just before the inhale there is death, rebirth, like sleeping, another world, what we call dream, or beyond this plane of existence, where our souls see, reach out, experience. Exhaling all fear, that which keeps you from, and now, fully expanded, lungs filled, abundance of air and miracle, jump. Fall forward into imagination, life, creation, this new day bringing challenge, great great good and love. For each minute, each breath, every cell, atom, you are reborn.
Control is monstrous, hurtful, fearsome, presupposing chaos, struggle, war, turmoil, between control and chaos, embedded in opinion, judgment and the end of knowledge. What if you jumped off the ‘know’ ledge, the ledge of knowing, to expansion, growth, which is its own balance? To transcend, expand, elevate, be open to the possibility of something else, other, self in that other? What if you practiced learning, growth, life, no control, no chaos, just holding space, just love?
Open the door. Stand in the frame. Breathe. Step through, inside home, environment, sacred, the temple that is you, that is the vibration of stones, floor, ceiling, pictures, sentiment, ohms, sages, idols and intent, like a living room, a room alive with history, memory and belief. Your Persona, Who-Am-I, Ego hovers suspended. Nowhere. Now here. The perfect now, being detached from outcome, your mind, being mindless floats in the ceiling joists, and spirit now free, releases, issues shunya, grace, space and the knowing, the kind that comes from mind blindness, that perfect inept perception of what is, truly sees what is, as if the oxygen, barest particles of air illumine with energy and sparkle like witness. Transcendent. And it’s real. This is truth. The energy alive. Inhale. Hold it. Exhale. Dance in being-ness, sublime mating, one soul to another, no through line, no attachment, just space, love, loving other…
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His name was Squanto, Native American, enslaved in his childhood, forced to become Squire to seafaring royalty. In Spain he fled and through a series of harrowing and magical circumstances ended up in Plymouth Rock during a fateful winter. He saved the Pilgrims, taught them how to, fish, fertilize, plant crops, corn. Because of Squanto, the Pilgrims, we survived. I am thankful for the soul of a man who forgave a willful people and saw past the color of one’s skin to spirit. He’s the reason for the season, y’all! Thanksgiving is the valor of his heart, his courage, his humility and his great, great ability to love.
Intellect is part of nature. Mind does amazing things. It chronicles events, keeps lists, names of friends, birthdays, sweet memories. But mind isn’t everything. It can’t predict future, intuit beingness or love. It can worry, scheme, argue, inflate ego and create drama, trying to appear big. Its a small little organ whose best use is practical. Where the real world happens is the heart. Head bowed, intellect below the heart, fully engaged, love changes the world.
It’s everywhere. Spirit. In the trees, sky, ocean, dirt, rocks, me, you, the changing weather, plants sprouting. Can you close your eyes and open them too? Hear the call, like nature, a sense, a knowing, that guides? Listen to it whisper. The chant, an invocation of love. What if today, you quieted your mind, dropped into your heart, held out your hands and let love do the rest? What if you lived in possibility, miracle, creation and first press joy?
Open hearts, minds, hands, across time, waters and the stillness inside, riveting. I hear her speak, as if through me, my ‘who am I’ tucked away she calls. The universe moves, blindness emptying into clarity, she guides, a spiritual GPS, left, right inches before the light. Her sweetness hovering. Beyond this solid world is so much more. Here, now, always. All ways. Yours. Take today. Take it all.
Its that time again! The grateful list. Join me won’t you? Snowflakes, harvest moon, a child’s smile, sun against the window pane, Chewbacca, Darth too, wind, rain, weather of all kind, dandelions gone to seed, amethyst, garnet, moonstone, lichen, 400 year old oak tree, baby elephants, hyenas, giraffes, blarney stones, Game of Thrones, waking in the morning, cold tile, hot chai, meditation, ohm, sleeping with the lights on, sleeping with the lights off, kisses, blown or otherwise, toadstools, umbrellas, waves curling, unfurling, sagebrush, lavender, the way your eyes look right into me, love.
You are the light, the vibration, the movie, the story, the hero, the infiltration of the newness of being, so bright, so beyond belief, you rock your own world. Take a breath. See yourself, realize, (real eyes) the wonder, infinite beauty and purity of every cell, inhalation, intention and transcendence of perfect you into perfect you, you, you. Love is always, all ways you.
There’s a lot to be done here before we can be said to have reached true freedom: free from being dumb. Dumb being, doing the same thing and expecting different results. There are truths, dates, previous agreements, things we know, have known, remembered and shared, like saffron, yellow, from the slit, sac open, spilling out, like guts, our lives, relived, retold to make sense this time. But never mind. Literally. Never will mind take you there. You have to let it wash over you strong and sweet, eyes open. Don’t blink, don’t think, let it hit you, beyond mind, viscerally, the expansion, awareness, so wide the stars don’t touch you. Falling in love with it, all of it, around you, all over you again and again until you call that life. Because you are the sense, the meaning, the contract. You. You are that. All that. Get ready.
Outside this consciousness, only being-ness, sitting on a rock in Yosemite, the reflection of self, eyes closed, soft, sweet chuck of the yellowtail, chipmunks scurrying, wind through the poplars, moves the leaves like chimes. Can you feel it? Hear it? The sound of you, caressing the sound of you, your soul, spirit, source, which is you. Hail the power of the universe. No mind. All heart.
The world exists as potential and as we experience it, it becomes, comes into existence when we view it. As we view it. We are the causation of the cosmos coming into being. The universe is in actuality, the ‘You’ niverse. Because it is our seeing that causes it to pop into view. That we are able to see, makes it see-able. And that which we are viewing, through the filter of Who Am I, spectrum of light and voice, the song that we sing, is the verse and the you, in the you-ni-verse.
We came for the same reason, heard it, like music, calling us into physical form, spiriting toward earth, an urging, sweet sound, ohm, ontology delivering purpose. That which has been dis-covered, re-covered, un-covered is not all we are. As being, we are each of us transcending, transcending that and transcending the transcendence of that. So there is more and more, moving deeper and deeper and as you get closer to it, nearer the source, enveloped by it, its palpable, like LOVE, more and more and more like LOVE. In fact, it is LOVE. That’s why we came.
LET MY LOVE SURROUND YOU LIKE WATER, BUOY YOU UP TOWARD THE HORIZON, THAT YOU MAY FLOAT, FEELING THE WAVES CARESS YOU, MOVING THROUGH YOUR LIFE AS THE SUN GLISTENS, THE VERY AIR AROUND YOU OVERFLOWS WITH MAGIC. SET YOUR INTENTION IN THE DIRECTION OF YOUR HEART. LISTEN TO THE RHYTHM OF THE DEEP, THE EVER CHANGING KNOWING THAT IS THE OCEAN, THE DIVINE, THE POWER OF YOUR BEING, WET WITH SOURCE. DIP AGAIN AND AGAIN, SEEING YOURSELF BACK IN THE REFLECTION OF THE STILLNESS, THE LOVE THAT IS ALWAYS, ALL WAYS AROUND YOU.
LET MY LOVE SURROUND YOU. LET MY LOVE SURROUND YOU. LET MY LOVE SURROUND YOU.
What you see is what you be. Change what you see, change what you be. Move it. Change it, that in the changing of that you come to believe, be live, what you be, the being-ness that is you, going beyond what you re-cognize, from the his/herstory, your file drawer of previous similars, to cognizing what you already know, deep within your heart. Love.
What if you lived in a world where everything was done for you? What if everything that happen to you, was actually done for you, to grow you? What if challenges were faced that you become fully aligned with your innermost power, strength, wisdom and purpose? What if life’s circumstance is purposely created to get you to rise up and speak up as perfect, perfect you?
You are the gateway between body and mind, the Shamanic portal, sensitive, individual, the purification, etheric, throat. Sense the vibrational, auric, energetic field where language, the tongue limits, and truth is expressed. Blue lake ripples like validation, the right to speak and be heard. No lies, opinion, but deeper, where the capacity expands, folds into nature, resonance, synchronization. You are creation, present, rhythmic and clear, challenging the inner critic, Masked Self, Silent Child and Dogmatist, speaking the world into affirmation.
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When you are searching for your purpose, you might as well be looking for porpoise, set off to the Marina, Fiji Way, catch a hovercraft to Catalina, and you’ll be sure of sightings near Newport, whale, dolphins or porpoise. You’ll definitely spot porpoise, but not purpose. Peering above, below, around and through this world, looking for it, you’re probably not going find it. You may think you’ve got it. You may say, writing, saving the world, gardening, loving animals, selling insurance, managing restaurant chains, cooking, designing living art, acting, these are my purpose. But these things come and go. And you’re left, looking out at the ocean, waiting, no purpose, and maybe no porpoise, dolphin or whale if the season is wrong. Because there is no purpose, sea-able, oceanic, seeable, knowable, findable. You go looking for it, and seeking it, as if the mind’s idea of…
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Nature; maintenance, destruction, creation. Life’s ebb and flow. The less we know, or think we know, think, the less we are in mind, the more available to nature. Follow the minnow upstream, as it darts past glistening rock, listen to the sound of the wind rustle red maple, measure your heart by the beat of the cricket, breathe, feel the cool of the meadow. This land, pre-dawn, pre-age, pre-history, here before you, here after, holding lessons, yours, mine, this earth, this universe, this cosmos is you. Immovable in its continual motion. The nature, nature, of this game has not changed. You have. In the listening, hearing of the world call to you, your nature, that nature becoming natural, brings you face-to-face, aligned with your true nature. The world as your heartbeat. As your heart.
What if I told you that what you came to get you already had? What if you knew you were all you ever needed, wanted, hoped for? What if you realized (real eyes) that you are everything, all of it, the heavens, purple mountains majesty, handmaiden of desire, wellspring of creation, manifestation of the divine, all manner of blessing, gift and glorious being? You are that. You are all there is and so much more. You are cool waters, the deep abyss, starlight, green wheat grass swaying, tender caress, mighty oak, redemption, blue sky, the inside of a leaf, the promise of spring, light, creation and the sweetness of life. You are love.
I love you. I have loved you since the moment I saw you. God, the Deities, Master Teacher, Guides, Totems, ArchAngels, Spirits, Light Beings, Gatekeepers, and all astral beings are there, always there to protect, encourage give you strength, energy and love. Because you were made in the image of the universe and you are here for purpose, (that you are here is your purpose), that being love. Love again and again. Your toes, ankles, knees, hips, shoulders, elbow, skin, eyes, every hair on your head and innards, all accounted for and redeemed from the chaos into physical form that is your essence, your being, your purity of energy and love. So as you push through and against the evidence of your humanness, remember that to love yourself is the only way. I love you. The world loves you. All hale and fierce heart, my dearest one. Love always, all ways.
Thoughts matter, are matter, creating a whirlwind, gravitational pull, like a cyclone of force, calling in that which you weight, wait for, amassing planetary form, an orb of light, or F.E.A.R. (false evidence appearing real). Which world, whorl, will you choose? F.E.A.R. (fuck everything and run) the experience, a life of betrayal, resentment, anger, judgment, suffering, grudges, angst, hurt, loneliness, upset, wrong, stupidity, punishment, pain? Or dropped-into-your-heart, love as your compass directional, light, charm, joy, connectedness, bliss, creation, energy, sweet presence, laughter, understanding, lessons, faith, expansion, awareness, eagerness, sensate, clear knowing, delicious perfect world, vibration and illumination of being? Which will you choose? In the cosmology of thought, do you choose to see abundance, joy, chaotic, random kindness, money, riches beyond wealth? And in that gravity, amass more of that? Are you that which speaks love into existence? Fear or Love?
When I am telling you to hold space for other, I am instructing you to listen without need for approval, recognition, or anything in return. As you are beginning to build the muscular structure to put ego aside, (the rantings of mind, trigger, judgment, opinion, shame and guilt replacing it with the willingness to accept self and other), hold that space where nothing happens and anything can take place, I am not asking you to learn this task to better the world (although it does) I am teaching you the painstaking ability to hold space because the invisible container for all the good things (which are wanting to come to you), is within. The larger the container, (the space within you), the more you are able to hold still for yourself and other, the more good things can come to you. And good things…
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There is no death. No dying. The body suit has it’s expiration date, yes, but that which we are, being-ness, totally granted, is arrival, now, destination and beyond. That energy in it’s vibration is totality. In this plane of action we see so little. There are veils, enchantments, glamours, keeping us in the continuum we call time and space. But past that, past the known is life, our life, our essence, whole-ness existing in and outside of what we call reality, in the gap between the exhale and the inhale, the moment of indecision, the freedom of choice, bringing us tangible. Even that which we call death, which is really death of self, the Who-Am-I, ego, mind, especially in that lack is the vacuum, the space for total, total creationism and manifestation. Being. Seeing. Anew. The deep, deep knowing, consciousness of all of that, the resonance of it, the…
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